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hey everyone, I know i’ve pretty much been absent apart from on twitter for those who follow me, but this last few weeks have been quite stressful and I’ve simply not had much time online.
First of all I’d like to thank everyone for the birthday messages. My birthday was a bit of a washout to be honest, all of my friends bailed on my party which I was quite upset about but my friend Steph took me to the cinema to watch a film which was nice. Also I went for a meal with a couple of my friends and Steph paid for my meal which was nice.
I had an interview at Hollister last week and they said we’d hear within two weeks and it’s been 7 days now so I’ve pretty much given up hope that they’re gonna call although I personally think I was the best candidate but oh well, I’m going to reapply anyway and I might apply for model instead of impact.
My parents also said for my birthday they would take me to TGI Fridays but they have cancelled for the last two weeks which has upset me a bit but they took me for another meal last night instead and promised to take me next weeks so.
I’ve started on Weight watchers as well because I’m simply not losing the weight, I officially started today so I’ll hopefully get to my target for summer.
Also things with my flatmates are crap to be honest, I hate being here now I cant wait for June and moving out. I’ve got three weeks off at Easter where I’m going home so I’m looking forward to that as I can have a break.
Daisy has fallen out with me for a completely shit reason and I dont really care anymore coz she’s just like the rest of them tbh. She fell out with me because on the Saturday before my birthday when I was meant to be having my birthday party and everyone bailed on me I went over to my friend Steph’s to tell her how everyone bailed and so Steph decided we should go out so me and Steph went to the cinema but apparently Daisy’s gone in a mood because I just went out and didn’t invite her and apparently she was going to suggest we get a takeaway or something but she never said anything to me when she was talking to me about my friends bailing that’s why I went over to Steph’s. Oh and she said I was being two faced because I went out with Steph when Steph wasn’t even coming to my birthday but she’d already told me she was working so I understood PLUS i’ve know her for 15 YEARS and we’ve been close for most of that time so I think she’s a better and more trustworthy friend than someone I’ve known 5 minutes.
She’s just being a moody bitch because I apologised to her and I’ve been polite and said hi so I don’t give a shit anymore and she didn’t even give me a present or a card and didn’t even say Happy Birthday to me so I don’t know why I should even bother she’s just shit like the rest of them.
So overall I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom we’re 3 months into the new year, and I’m still broke, unemployed, fatter than ever, I’ve not got many close friends, I’m surrounded by fake people, and I don’t have a boyfriend.
I feel really shit and the last thing I want to be doing is dealing with the site but I feel like this and twitter is one of my only refuges from everything even though I can’t be doing with it. I keep thinking of ways to make myself feel better like drinking myself into oblivion or stuffing my face but I’d simply be making myself feel worse so I’m just riding it out at the moment. I truly feel like shit at the moment though I can’t wait to go home for a few weeks
Hopefully I’ll be able to update over the Easter holidays
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Oh my, it really does sound like your life has been quite stressful. I hope all gets well and that you can start having a little bit of a more stress-free life.
aww… don’t feel that way… i understand how stressful you are right now, but i’m sure you’ll find ways to get over that stress. and i hope you’ll work things out with your friend Daisy. imagine, 15 years of friendship. that’s quite long. well, god bless you then!
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Aww, that’s so sad about your birthday party!
Sometimes it is more enjoyable though to spend such days with the people who truly matter to you, such as best friends, parents, siblings and the like. My birthday’s coming up and I am planning out quite a huge celebration (if that even pushes through!) but I would definitely prefer a night-out with my best girl and guy friend (whom I like, lol). Your friend Steph was nice to take you out to the cinema. 
Ah, hopefully you get that job you’ve been seeking. You seem so goal oriented with your having joined Weight Watchers. I’m targeting a certain weight by the end of summer too though I could only just hope I achieve it.
Well, maybe I will.
Aww, I’m so sorry about the way you feel right now! Sometimes, no matter what you do, there will always be those people who’ll get on your nerves and piss on you but I guess you just have to stand strong through all that. I too have wished I had someone to lean on during tough times, and for years I have wanted a boyfriend though for some reason it’s never working, and friends with benefits just won’t do. I’ve never completely given up on hope though.
Will be looking forward to your next update.