I’m hardly worth your time

Tuesday 12 January 2010

Well things are a bit shit for me at the moment. As you know I fell out with all my flatmates (bar one who wasn’t involved) and I moved back in on Sunday which was nauseating for me, I actually thought I was going to throw up at the thought of seeing them.

I found out that my other flatmates had told Daisy they were getting a house but they didn’t tell me so I was the only one stabbed in the back. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to have done to deserve that but it’s making things a little tough to live in at the moment.

Me and Daisy have been sticking together, literally we don’t go anywhere without each other, and this may seem silly but I don’t go in the kitchen when the others are in there, i’m not really intimidated or anything it’s the fact that I have to deal with them being fake to my face and it being awkward and then them bitching when I leave the room.

Also I found out I don’t start classes again until 1st Feb!! and i’m stuck here when I could be at home, happy and free to roam the house! There’s no point me coming home because I have an exam on friday, for which I’m very unprepared for.
I’m going to go home probably early next week though until February I hate it here if I’m honest. I’ve got a few decent friends here but so much of the last 5 months has been fake.
On the resolutions front i’ve:
lose 0 lbs
been to the gym: 0 times
job interviews: 0

so yeah 2010 is turning out great (!)

On the site front I might finish some tutorials and articles today I have all the time in the world seeing as I have no classes til 1st Feb and I now have a dramatically decreased social life!



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kissliin
January 13th, 2010 at 3:00 am

Ugh. I hate when that happens. When people just bitch about someone behind their back. Especially when I hear someone bitching about my friend! I feel like strangling someone, really! But don’t want to start anything :(

OMG, you start on February? That must feel really nice! Now, I just can’t wait for March Break. At least I have one week to relax :)



Esme
January 13th, 2010 at 9:34 am

Oh that sucks ;(. I hate it when people bitch about your friend even though they know they’re your friend. I’m glad that even though things aren’t going too well for you right now, you still have a friend who’s there. I hope things get better for you!



Swetlana
January 13th, 2010 at 8:21 pm

Hey Kat!

Thank you! I am very lookig forward to it! I just can’t wait to finally start working on it. :)

Yeah.. I guess some people just dont have the guts to say something like that to your face. It’s just ridiculous! But I am glad that things like that won’t get to my heart. Those people are just idiots and need to grow up!

Haha xD Yeah definitely! 99% of them are just freaking weirdos xD

I already know about this whole living situation and I still think it’s freaking hilarious and stupid! Your roomates have to grow the fuck up and get a life. They are supposed to adults and so they need to finally act like it!

And its also really mean that they only told Daisy about it and just left you out there not knowing about anything. It’s ridiculous! I am really hoping that the time will just fly by and that it’s May soon so you’re “friends” finally move out!

But glad you still have Daisy to spend time with! You really deserve to be happy and have people around you that really appreciate you and don’t do things behind your back!

Good luck with your resolutions! :)



Gillian
January 13th, 2010 at 10:56 pm

YUS I am open haha. :) Yeah, I understand that you were busy moving back to uni. It’s all good. I hope the move went smoothly.
Thankyouu, so glad you liked the layout. :)
Yeah the Bachelor is very similar to all of those MTV shows that make me piss my pants in laughter. Sigh.
Some people are so pathetic and desperate that it leaves me with no option except to laugh.
Fame seeking whores is RIGHT. I almost feel bad for the bachelor cause I bet half the girls are there for all the wrong reasons.
Aweh so sorry to hear that things aren’t going too great for you at the moment. :( I’m sure things will improve soon!
It’s never fun to get stabbed in the back by people who you thought you could trust.. it just makes you rethink everything.
I hope your flatmates apologize, that wasn’t very nice at all. :(
At least you have Daisy. I can understand why you avoid them in the kitchen, cause no one wants to be lied to and treated like that.
I hope your exam on Friday goes well! Best of luck with those resolutions too. :) I can’t remember if I said this to you or not, but I’m going to say it anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR. I know I’m insanely late.



Georgina
January 15th, 2010 at 12:38 am

I’m so sorry to hear what’s happening. The hell they leave you out like that. I can’t believe they have the nerve to do that when it would be a lot easier on those douches and you, if they told you what problem they had with you. :( It’s so selfish and I feel very sorry for you. I’m glad you still have Daisy and you two are there for each other, otherwise this would feel so much worse. *hug*

The good thing is that you’re avoiding them.. you wouldn’t want things to get worse. Though now that they’ve told everyone except you, they probably expected you to find out by now! I think you ought to bitch right to their faces and demand to know what’s going on!

Thank you! Aw, well I guess we both need to get a move on, since you want to get into shape as well. :) Motivation..! Haha. I think it’s bad to spend a lot of time on the computer but if you’re still exercising just as much, it’s probably okay. :P

Good luck with that exam! I go back to uni on the 1st March. O_O Hopefully things will pick up and you’ll feel a little more motivated too. :)



Nayana
January 16th, 2010 at 12:09 am

Aww, well I really hope that things start to get better with you. Honestly, I think that’s why I don’t want to bother making new friends cause there are always drama waiting to happen so it’s sort of like, why bother when I know what’s going to come sort of thing you know? Good luck on your exam though and hopefully things will work out.

Take care <3



Cozza
January 17th, 2010 at 7:21 am

Fuck, it sounds like things with your flatmates isn’t getting any better. That really sucks, no offense but they need to grow up. Some people are so immature, so immature that they feel the need to exclude you from future plans/etc. Like what is this? Highschool?

It’s good that you still have Daisy to rely on though. And good luck on your upcoming exam! Who cares if you’re unprepared, I’m sure you’ll still ace it :3

I’m sure 2010 will turn around for you soon!

Oh and I read some of your tweets on twitter, you’re now into fanlistings? Cool! I can’t wait to see your collective up and running, and we can be collective buddies! XD

I forgot to mention that I love your current layout, it’s gorgeous!



Vicky
January 17th, 2010 at 11:50 pm

Haha it sounds pretty cool. :) I should install it but I’d have no time to play it lmao. I still prefer Sims 2 though..

Haha yeah it does suck when it’s busy. =/ I have queuing, I have no patience!

Apparently the recession is over? :S So they say… hopefully you get a job though. :)

The weather is actually so stupid. Apparently we’re getting more snow this week lmao.

Awww I’m sorry your flatmates were wankers to you. :( It’s not silly that you feel intimidated, I would too!

It’s good that you and Daisy are sticking together though!

I hope your exam went well! I know you weren’t prepared for it, but I’m sure you done fine. :)

Don’t worry about the resolutions lmao, you still have A LOT of time. :P



Zach
January 20th, 2010 at 7:06 pm

LOL, I wish.
Lately, sequels have been pretty good. Mostly with action movies, like Transformers, etc. Gives you more, ya no?

Awee. I hope everything works out. The year is still early. It will get better! :D




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